not stoning,just rocking.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

hello dear classmates
this is emily speaking. ahem! (:

i realised shane doesnt know my very nice lift haunting dream yet. its by far the freakiest dream ive had. (im getting tired of telling it already.. but i will not say that aloud for fear of her haunting me again)

as for the rest of you, u might like to read again! cos i might have missed certain details. i promise you it's all true whatever im posting here. it's for no rhyme or reason la actually, just cos im bored. Although i cant do special effects here!
(like suddenly SCREAM and SCREAM and SCREAM) bummer la.

i suggest if you have happy music playing, please shut it. and maybe you would like to off the lights. hahaha




OK. first dream. prior to OUR CHALET and prior to shane's rather insane girl lift haunting dream too.
i didnt rmb this at all until the second dream.


I was in this lift. The kind of lifts you get in HDB flats with two glass window panels in front of you that allows to you see the many levels as you descend down the flat. The levels just flash and flash for flitting moments. I was in a bloody window lift! The kind you know, somehow, you'll definitely see or at least feel something.

my eyes started glazing over, like i cant focus on anything.
But in the corner of my eye, i saw this girl standing in the corner of the lift. she was with me. i started walking away from her to the furthest corner, trying not to look at her and trying to get away from her in that tiny compartment of a lift.

suddenly she was standing right next to me. shoulders touching mine.
i saw her long hair, her eyes all coloured black. like er, no whitish parts, just totally black.
short fringe. jap style haha.
red skirt. (yes i distinctively rmbed that, she wore that the second time i saw her too)

so i'm like. !!!!!!!!
then moved away from her quickly
suddenly, she's right next to me again, without even moving! but this time, she was grabbing my arm and pressing her entire side of her body to mine. (and no, i dont think my subconscious is telling me im les).
i cant see her face all the time when shes doing that. Somehow i knew she was smiling.

I tried to run away again. but she appeared everytime, hand squeezing my arm harder. i couldnt get away! The lift was too small and she was next to me wherever i moved. Her face was dangerously CLOSE but i couldnt see that face anymore.

then.
Reached the first floor finally!
she disappeared and i ran out.



Second dream! several nights after our chalet.


i was on the ground level of that flat with Kelvin next to me. yeah Kelvin. Norman was standing next to kelvin, somehow he kind of disappeared when things started going abit crazy.

we were all standing right in front of the lift, like staring into the black concrete through the window waiting for the lift to come down.

next i knew i saw some girl descending in the lift. i rmb thinking, oh pretty! and so familiar.
and then i FROZE. in my head was like: oh my goodness it's that girl!!!!!!!
this is madness, what is she doing here?!!

she smiles at me and was gone once the lift door opened. i was shivered like crazy.

the door remained open.
-turns to kelvin-
me: hey kelvin, go in la!
kelvin: -looks at me-
me: go in la! there's nothing inside.
kelvin: huh.. but i dont want. -starts looking into the lift nervously-
me: there's really nothing! just go in. go in!

i'm suddenly standing some distance away from the lift.
SHE was beside me.

i looked at her. i know its insane but i thought she looked really pretty. ( im quite sure its just appreciation of physical attractiveness)
she still had her black pupils as eyes though, and red skirt.

she smiles again.

and giggled.

slowly, she grabbed my head with both hands and pressed our foreheads together, whispering:

i'm going to scare kelvin. then she giggled. i could feel the air from her lips in my face.

me: -tried to pull her hands away- no! dont!
HER: i'm going to scare kelvin! -giggles hysterically-
me: -shakes head frantically- NO! dont scare kelvin!
HER: i. am going to scare kelvin! -hair tickling my face
me: hey you'r my friend right.. listen to me.. you shouldnt scare kelvin.

i sneaked a look at the lift. it was still open. kelvin was standing alone, still staring into the lift.
by this time, ive managed to push her away.

then, she's gone again.

*change scene*

somewhere in the HDB flat, standing on the stairs facing this flat with the door open, with my choir junior, Hensley (its really strange).

me: hey, hensley, go into the flat la!
-he was edging further and further up the steps-
him: huh.. but i dont want..
me: just go inside! there's nothing inside one!
him: i dont know.. i dont want..
me: go la!! really nothing inside.

i knew SHE was inside. and i was sending him in.

he said ok and he went inside.
the flat door closed.
i ran away after that and woke up.



Finito! i hope it wasnt boring. heh. you can start cranking up whatever happy music you have now.


anyways. just wanna say. hahah. very random actually

Jon Johnson is HOT!



emily.









the class united @ 9:34 PM








Daniel,I LIKE GIRLS.
Emily,KAWAII!
Kelvin,FUCK YOU!
Raymond,SEX WITH STRANGERS!
Shane,I SMARTER THAN NORMAN!
Simin,I LIKE (T)BERRY!
Angela,AH!I'M CRAZY!
Alvyn,YAN CAN COOK!
Karen,WHERE AM I?
Michelle,SMU ROCKS!
Norman,I AM SO SMART!
Wei Kee,I LIKE TO WANK.

and featuring special guest,ALVERINA.

Collectively:oh my GAWD SHUT UP!